me, myself & ai

i was never good about taking part in pride month. i was never good about applying labels. i suck at belonging, despite the desire to do so. i never felt at home anywhere. but one things is for sure. i am definitely queer. "what am i who am i what am i looking for again, things that i don't know it feels weird, everything feels inadequate, i am inadequate what is wrong with me?" content: kissing, nudity, possible unsettling depictions of creatures but no blood or gore or genitalia. I'd say general audience, but if you feel sensitive to those topics be careful. i draw awfully and i do not mind. i don't know what i was trying to achieve ghhhhhh there is also probably many typos and the english is probably not the best... gggggg as always i am not wishing harm on anyone if that made you feel uncomfortable i'm sorry this is absolutely not my intent, it is trying to put my experience down on paper, but everything feels surreal and wrong now. this is a little experimental i guess. i am very sorry